Who Am I, Anyway?

I mean, lately, I’m not even sure. We have spent the month of November doing extensive house work, yet again. House work? What the.. what?  I don’t expect you to follow this without context, but play along.

When I last posted, we were deep into our 2022 refit of Galapagos. We were moist. We were cold. We dripped around; sad that the sun had finally decided to hibernate for the winter. The masts were pulled. The chainplates were pulled. I think I left out the part where we decided to just do the right thing and replace all of those. That will be about 1500$, please. Fine. We’ll just pay it. I cannot be bothered about what is, for this refit, chump change.  They’re the last chainplates we’ll replace in this lifetime. The bow pulpit is staged to be reinstalled. We think Mike may have fixed the leaking brand new hatch but we don’t actually know for sure. Because we are not there to monitor the drips. That is, we are in Tennessee. Not Olympia. Keep up, will you?It was not a pretty landing, but we made it back into the slip without harming anything or anyone. Win.

Having pressed pause on what was a hurried and stressful haul out, we escaped to sunny Tennessee to live the life of digital nomads and help Michael’s mom catch up on some maintenance on her beautiful old house. I swear to all the gods that as we pulled into her driveway,  the house breathed a giant sigh of relief and then, almost stealthily, began to allow things to fail; sometimes spectacularly. The dishwasher failed with water all over the floor. A drain pipe in the basement failed with water all over the floor. We saw a mouse in the kitchen…on the floor. (And where there’s one…there’s another upstairs in the closet noshing on one of my protein bars.)  Electrical plugs had seen better days and needed replacing. Gutters needed cleaning. A balcony railing upstairs had broken. Electricity to the pond outside had not worked in years, and anyhow the pond pump was kaput and the biological filter was sad. Ivy was systematically destroying parts of the garden and the brick walls along the road. The list was long and we’ve been incredibly busy but we realize that this is just what we do. We work on things. We do projects. We repair things and we maintain things. Maybe it’s something born into us. Our sense of accomplishment is great. We’re actually, I don’t know..really good at this.Just one of many gorgeous rooms in this historic home.

But I have to tell you: I am having more and more trouble reconciling all the different lives we seem to lead. There is the ‘everyday working for a living life’, there is the ‘refitting the old boat and spending all the money we’ve made working for a living’ life, there is the ‘we own an old house and like to keep it in good condition so we need to keep working for a living life’,  and now there is the ‘we need to go to Tennessee and visit, also work our day jobs, and give Mike’s mom a hand with her really lovely old home so it doesn’t fall apart life’. At one point, we had a cruising life.  So many lives. I’m having trouble keeping track of…me.

The transitions are becoming brutal. We had, at one point,  a life whereby we went on a vacation in Hawaii and scuba dived with Manta Rays, but I am not sure I was actually the person who did that. If feels too long ago and far away and it may have actually been my doppelgänger, such is the disconnect I feel from the person in those photos I have. Was that just a really good hallucination?  It was last March, if my calendar is to be believed. Surely that wasn’t so long ago?

Maybe it was me who took this photo. Maybe not. I’m not sure.

Anyway, transitions are becoming problematic. And not just psychologically. Also inter-dimensionally, even physically. Like I need at least two days to recover the sense of myself and where I fit in the time/space continuum after moving from one timeline to the next. I can’t be rushed. I need a long sleep and lots of psychological rest, or something. I’m not really sure what to call it. But I do tend to get extra cranky if I don’t get the long sleep and the lack of talking to other humans.  I am being literal here.

Sometimes we spend time staying at the house in Olympia for one reason or another, like taking care of our grand cat and dog. I sense more of that coming soon since I really do not love the idea of freezing my rear end off on a boat in the middle of winter in the dark/rainy/cold/hideous season we call winter. We haven’t discussed this with with our daughter, who lives in the house, but I feel sure a conversation will arise. Here I am in front of a roaring gas fireplace on a comfy antique couch and all I can think about is how cold the toilet seat is in the boat when I get up in the night. While I’m in this comfortable and beautiful house, I don’t even miss my boat. And I do not mind working on this house. It’s too lovely to mind what is, to me, a small amount of labor to keep it going.

It is not cold in here. This pleases me.

Anyhow, every time I go between the house and the boat I lose things: Electrical cords, shoes, clothing, skin care products. Always there is something that goes to live in the land of between and I am left feeling confused about where my things exist. I guess as long as it’s not my own self getting lost between timelines, then I should be ok with it. It’s not that I’m disorganized. Is it? It’s just that the boat is literally the only place that I know where things go. So when I’m at the house, or here in Tennessee, my stuff just kind of floats around finding its way to me, or not, as the spirit moves it. I’ve tried really hard this trip to keep track of my things. We leave next Friday. We’ll see if all my little life necessities find their way home with me.

I imagine we’ll hit the ground running with boat work, although I do hope to get a couple of days, or maybe a week, of sleeping and hanging around in my pajamas before that happens. Maybe at the house. Not at the boat. No talking, ok? I need peace and quiet in order to find myself again.

A little wildlife excitement from Tennessee. I have not seen one of these in decades.

The mast awaits and we are paying 8$/day just to let it sit there in the boatyard. Expensive real estate, that.  The mizzen is at the house, so we aren’t paying for that storage. Currently we are shopping for a rain cover to use while we are in the boatyard during December. All these changes sure make life interesting if I can remember which life I am leading at the moment. My cruiser life feels very far away and in a totally, completely different dimensional space just now. I hope I don’t forget how to do it.

The only sea around here is this sea of cotton growing in the fields. I am sure going to miss that blue sky when I get back to rainy old Washington.

Great Refit 2022: Cold, Drippy, and Dark

I’m trying to hurry and get another post up by way of documenting this dang refit for Galapagos. I want to be sure to keep up with posting about this process so that in my dotage, when I start acting my age (old), I can look back on these years by reading this blog and say to myself, “Yes, Melissa. Those were the years of insanity. No one can possibly understand why you do the things you do. Not even you.”.

Let’s review: the boat has zero masts. They are in the work yard awaiting our attention to their many needs. We don’t have time or inclination to work on them because: dark, cold, rain all the time. It’s either two out of three, or it’s all three. No need to choose. They are all bad choices anyway. We hate winter in the Pacific Northwest and wonder why this is the life we chose. And it’s not even technically winter yet.

We have two new Lewmar Ocean hatches. One of them leaks. That’s right. Our brand new hatch leaks, possibly in two places: the corner and one of the hinges. It does not leak from where it’s gooped to the fiberglass opening. It leaks from the lid.  It makes me tired. It also makes Michael tired. We don’t know if we need to make a warranty claim or not. Mike put in Creeping Crack Cure, something that he should not be having to do on a brand new hatch. The hinge still leaks, but not the corner, we think.  There has been no time to deal with this during daylight hours. Tomorrow we will go talk to West Marine about how we might go forward to fix this issue. We will have some milky daylight where we can perhaps see what’s under the hood of that hinge. And if we have to make a warranty claim, we better get to that sooner rather than later. Why is that, you may ask? Keep reading.

The translucent white of Creeping Crack Cure, which surely did creep into the boat from some crack somewhere and drip onto the sole, where I wiped it up with a sponge.

All of the chainplates have been removed, and what a trial some of those were. It’s not enough that they were behind cabinetry. Some of the bolts were in places that Michael literally had to cut holes to get to them. In this illustrative photo, Michael has drilled two large holes through the wood so he can get his socket wrench extension onto the bolts and then have enough space for leverage to turn said wrench. It was fun times aboard, let me tell you what. When Michael is hard at wrench turning, I make myself useful by standing around and chewing my fingernails, maybe snapping a photo or two with my phone. I’m talented like that.

Embroidery by a beloved “daughter”. We love this piece and find it to be astutely expressive on some days.

Some of the heads of the bolts broke off as he leaned into them, leading us to suspect that the chainplates were bad but they didn’t look bad at all at first glance.  I don’t know, we’ll see. Actually they looked really good when we pulled them out and polished them up a bit but we know better than to go with how they look on the outside. Magnified, they still looked good. But what do we know? We dropped those off with our rigger to take a closer look. We await his decision with guarded checkbook and perhaps shallow breathing. If we do not have to replace literally all of them, we will be happy. They are made of stainless steel that probably does not even exist anymore. Anyhow, getting those removed was a very big win for us. We’ll take it. Sighs of relief all around.

This magnifying glass is maybe not strong enough to find the tiniest of cracks. But it was fun looking. These chainplates weigh a lot. This is before they got cleaned up. The bowl of shells serves as a reminder that there is a reason for all of this work we are doing.

Let’s see. Oh yes, the bow pulpit is still not installed. We had to take that off to get it repaired. We took it to a welder and they did a barely passable job but it will have to do because we aren’t going to give them anymore of our money. I filled the attachment holes with epoxy in anticipation of redrilling them, and that’s all we had time to accomplish. So it’s tied down on the front of the boat. That means the lifelines are sagging. Galapagos looks pathetic. I try not to focus on that for now. Hey, at least those holes in the deck do not leak. They’ll wait.

The good news is that Michael is done with working full time!  He is cutting back to a 3 day workweek. This is a good thing, because it’s close to impossible to work on a boat and work full time at this point. Honestly, I’m not sure how we did it before when we were driving to Astoria every single weekend to love on Galapagos and we also owned a big house with a substantial yard. Did we somehow live in two dimensional spaces at once? Did we magically expand time? Were there actually more than 24 hours in a day back then, almost 10 years ago? I literally do not know how we made that work because it’s clear we don’t have that kind of mojo anymore. We just do not. Come to think about it, I’m actually not sure how we also raised two kids, but here we are.

Precious baby. I look at cat/dog videos a lot lately. Try it. Animals are the best. No, he doesn’t live on the boat with us. I would like him much less if he did.  He looks friendly. For now. Looks can be deceiving.

So you’d think that with Michael’s new 3-days-a-week schedule beginning next week things would begin to get done around here. But that’s where you are wrong! HA HA!! Nope, we will be spending the rest of November at his mom’s house in Tennessee. It’s been too long since we’ve been there to visit and we can both use a break from the stress of boat ownership in the nastiness that is the Pacific Northwest winter. Cold, wet, and dark. No thanks.

And that’s why if we need to make a warranty claim, we need to do it sooner. Because we won’t be here to do it later.

I am not making any assumptions about what will or will not get done between now and next spring. I’m focused on the weather in Tennessee, which is still in the 70’s with sunshine. Yes!!! We still plan to leave the dock sometime after March 31. It’s possible some things will get done at anchor somewhere. That’s our plan, and we’re sticking to it.

Look how much he has grown already!

 

Great 2022 Refit: Wet with a Chance of Rain

Current mood aboard S/V Galapagos: damp. My friends, when you thread the needle this closely regarding the inevitable weather change from summer to fall, sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. Fall haulouts are always a bit of a gamble. We had a beautiful summer up here in the Pacific Northwest and this lovely sunny weather lasted well past its usual time. October 2022 saw record breaking heat.  After the quite miserable spring we had, during which the entire population of western Washington moaned continuously that summer would never come, I felt like a beautiful October was our due. Other than the ravaging forest fires and their lingering smoke in the air, it’s been terrific to not have to worry about rain for a few months. Yes, I realize that we need rain for the plants to grow and etc etc. Many people are thrilled to see the 14 months of rain and glowering dark skies we have in store for us return with a vengeance. I am not of that ilk. And neither are our two salon hatches on board Galapagos. The rain, they do not like it.

To be brief: they leak. Badly. And try as we might, we had not been able to fix them in a way that was appropriate to our level of love and concern for our old boat. We attempted fixes on multiple occasions. We removed them and scraped and scrubbed the fiberglass, then rebedded them and did all the things people do to fix leaking hatches. And still, they leaked. The one over the galley leaked WORSE after we tried to fix it. We had  many discouraging words to say about that. There’s nothing like absolutely wasting time and effort on a lost cause to make one want to throw in the old proverbial cruising towel. We tried too many times to fix those damn hatches ourselves, only to be outwitted by the water. We’d had enough.

Sunnier days. Attempt number 2 on this hatch over the galley. That’s an actual sunshade by way of a tarp.

The leaking over time had led to this rot. Fortunately that all got fixed before Hans took a go at this hatch. Epoxy is such a good friend to have.

In anticipation of the Great 2022 Refit, we bought new hatches and prayed to the rain gods to hold off while they were installed by our new best buddy, Hans: Hans of the world of fiberglass art. Hans who says things like, “I just slop glass”, words that make me want to weep with the pleasure of just watching him work like the magician he is. I have so much admiration for true crafts people. They make things like fine fiberglass work look easy when they are not.  I hate that Hans has to work under tarps today. And I don’t think he is pleased about it either. Neither is his assistant, Heather. And we are dead sorry for them. But we don’t control the great Mother. Nature that is. The rain gods laughed at our folly.

The glamorous life of the cruising sailor.

Setting up the fit for this new hatch. It will fit exactly on the cabin top, which has a slight curve to it in this location. I cannot wait to power wash this deck.

Really beautiful work. We are almost giddy with happiness over not having to live with the drips anymore.

The end of October is upon us and we have three great holes in the deck. Great timing, team Galapagos! We were too busy working to do a summer haul out. And also, have you tried to get on Jason (our rigger) or Hans’ calendar lately? Because there is no way they had time for us during the summer months. We would have had to schedule with them in October 2021 in order to get a summertime slot this year.  When it comes to talented and skilled crafts people, we will take what we can get. We got on their schedule, then left the dock for the first time in two years to scoot down the waterway to the boat yard.

We had these goals for this haulout: get both masts pulled, get the bottom painted before the rains came; get the hatches installed before the rains came, get a couple of minor fiberglass repairs completed before the rains came. Why were we up against a time crunch regarding rain? Naturally, you would ask that.

This was our second attempt at pulling the mast. Had the mast come out nicely on the first try, we would have had an extra week of beautiful weather to complete these tasks. However, that was not at all what happened. I should have known the signs were not auspicious when the boat left the slip with her stern going the wrong way, causing us to have to do a 20 point turn in the fairway. Ah well, hindsight.

On the first attempt, the mast would not budge and, in fact, the crane trying to lift the darn thing was actually lifting the entire boat which is, as we often say, NO BUENO. So we had to go back to the slip, tail between our legs, and pour vinegar between the mast and its little shoe for many days to try to get the metals to come apart. Seems the collar to the mast step was stainless, and our mast is aluminum. All boaters know this is asking for trouble as over time the two metals become one.

The mast, she would not budge. You can see the corrosion on the aft part of the mast, and that went down into the step, or so we thought. See the rust streaking? There is iron or steel  somewhere under there. But where? And yes, all wiring will be replaced and nicely labeled.

So we sat in our slip grinding out teeth as our good weather began to fade. Our dreams of a fresh bottom for Galapagos looked like they might be also be fading quickly, and it seemed like we changed our minds about hauling out almost hourly. Mike checked his pro version of Windy probably every 15 minutes to see if the forecast had changed. Usually it had. For the worse. But the least amount of time we would have, a little less than two days, seemed like it was doable to get the bottom painted if we kept our focus, and if we hired someone else to do the sanding. And, after all,  Hans had not bailed on us yet regarding the hatches and other repairs. We sealed the deal over a beer and decided to go for it. We had nothing to lose but our money and our sanity.

Fog engulfed the boat as we slipped away at low tide without any drama whatsoever. I consider a no-drama departure an auspicious sign that the energy of the event is flowing freely. It’s also a sign that we plan our departure according to the currents in the marina, but whatever. I’ll take my signs and you take yours. The boat was in position. Everything was a go. Would we have to break out the large, destructive tools to get the mast to free itself? Would there be sledgehammers or even sawzalls involved in this gig? I shuddered to think and kept my fingers quietly crossed. It’s moments like these when I have great respect for the age of our boat.

Sitting down below, eyes on the prize, I didn’t even realize the crane had started lifting when suddenly the mast just let go without even a squeak of protest.  Yahoot! On our second attempt, it popped right out as though nothing had ever gone wrong before. We could see that when it was stepped, the workers used duct tape around the edge of the stainless to protect the metals from touching. This did actually keep the issue from being much, much worse. But over time and vibration, that tape wiggled down around the bottom of the mast, exposing the steel to the painted aluminum. Anyway, the vinegar did the trick, as Jason (our very talented rigger) said it would.

She’s free! Now we clean up some surface corrosion, take the bottom off the mast to see how it all looks down there, and a lot of other good works.

On the aluminum plate under the mast sat this Loony, placed there by previous owner Derek. We’ll put that back, along with the Greek coin we had found under the mizzen mast years ago. Coins are placed under the mast for good luck.

It’s a bit unsettling to see your mast high in the air, but no more than seeing your boat up in the air.

Now we begin the work of pulling chainplates and refurbishing the main mast. I consider if I want to purchase a pop up rain cover because standing in the rain working on a mast is not my idea of fun anymore.

And the bottom job? We finished that as the first drops of rain began to fall. Whew. Just when we began to wonder if we still had it in us, we pulled it off.

I leave you with this photo of our latest addition to the family: Baby dog Emmett, a wee baby Miniature Aussie belonging to Andrew and Jill. Now we have two grand dogs! (And also a grand cat, to be clear.) Nothing better than a puppy to put a smile on your face.

Emmett. Age 8 weeks. His sweet little face! He is quite serious about his life just now.